I am paranoid, jealous, possessive, and a cry baby. It's the facts. Trying to improve upon those qualities often proves tedious with slow progress. I was able to curb the first three in high school with the help of my best friend but since being in my first relationship, they have resurfaced triple fold. And they are out of control when I go into depression mode. I can't focus on anything that I need to be focusing on like homework and sleeping. I should be asleep right now but instead, I'm writing. I guess I'll stop now. I could keep writing but I'll hate myself even more tomorrow if I don't sleep. I just feel so fucked up. What is wrong with me?